Friday, January 2, 2009

twelve years

TWELVE YEARS. six of which i would lay in bed as i got older and wonder if you thought of me as much as i did you.

these past 2 years that we, found each other again; if you will are the best & worst two i've ever had, but i know for about six months of those years you couldn't agree. we started talking about NBC that classic movie of a plastic skeleton that had ABSOLUTELY no idea that that tiny little rag-doll was madly in love and crazily in awe of him.

that's how we were.

you tried over and over again to show me how you felt. maybe i ignored it. maybe i was too busy chasing the many other girls i had before you. i'm sorry for that.

i would disappear for weeks on end and it would cut you so deeply. i'm sorry for that.

i was with her, you with him. we kinda forgot about each other.

and then you dumped him because you couldn't stand hurting him and you went a little''crazy'' if i may say.

then after six years of never laying eyes on each other, we finally met. you were the most beautiful thing i had ever seen, you still are.

and then i disappeared again if i recall correctly, and upon my return i bore tales of my dreams about this mysterious girl who would always make me fall madly in love in every one that she was in.

as i started falling for you the girl started getting a face i could remember. she was you.

and after a night of convincing, you agreed to give us a go.

fast forward seven months and i couldn't be happier. as much as we fight and bicker and be pricks to eachother there's always going to be that love, love like nobody else has felt, to always pull us through.

tonight i want you to smile and tomorrow i want you to grin.

and i want you to always remember that I LOVE YOU.

i always will.

you once were my childhood sweetheart and we are soon to get our wish of spending forever, together.




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